Continuation

Today, we continued the last part of our Hematology lecture that left hanged since June. Just what I have told before, this time our lecturer was not Ma'am ALPN anymore, but Sir RJD! Finally.

And just as what I expected, he is really good at teaching, even during our university days. No fade out! Just one thing, his way of talking is somewhat like the same to Ma'am ALPN’s this time. Is that just today, and whenever he lectures at the review center -- or is that’s really the way he teaches, that I just either didn’t notice it before or forget it now? I really don’t know.

Anyway, as I stare at my calendar schedule for board exams, it makes me feel worried, worried and more worried now. The results of my post-assessment examinations were not so promising. Though I say those were just practice exams, that having bad results were still just okay, these bothers me a little somehow.

I keep on thinking that I am still not really doing any good in my review. I’m afraid all of the right answers that I got on my exams were just “short memories”, that those were just bubbles, which after our rationalization will fly… and pow! It became Koko crunch! Hehe. I'm just kidding. I mean, those will just fade away. At this time, I’m afraid I can’t keep my mind on the positive side.