I'm listening to the FM radio… and the current topic is "What makes your heart break?"
For me, the thing that breaks my heart is when we, in the family are not in good terms. I mean, misunderstandings and silent wars and the like… I am very aware that we have lots of it. And I can't take it. Yes, I can act as if it's just nothing, that I am already used to it, so it doesn't affect me anymore, and I don't care about it anymore, like anyway it's going to be fixed by itself when it's time. But actually, deep inside, it really hurts me being in trouble with any of our family members. This is most especially when they misunderstand me, being the type who is so inexpressive. Sometimes, it's so weird when I just suddenly found myself crying. Well, that's just so me, which obviously they don't know.
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