Invisible Mask

I was kinda hyper today. I even tried to funny talk to Kuya. But he just ignored me. -_-

People of this apartment just don't know how I really feel right now. Honestly, I am so full of worriedness and anxiety and nervousness and uneasiness -- like almost all negative energy inside me want to explode like,

“Goshhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! September na talaga!!!!!!!! Huwaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! Deep breath! Deep breath! Deep breath! Hoooooooo! Kaya ito! Fight! Lord, please I need your help...”

Instead, all my feelings are coming out metachromatically. For everybody's sake, I'm such a great pretender. I wear an invisible mask on my face.