Friday, July 25, 2014

Frustrated and Extra Happy

I have no review class yesterday. I stayed at apartment with ANA who has no class either.

I went to bed at 3 am while ago, because I was reviewing for our Hematology intensive coaching today. Because as usual I wasn’t able to finish it, I couldn’t help but to feel so pissed at myself. Why can't I accomplish such an important matter? It isn’t really that hard. And even though it is, it should never be a reason to not achieve it since it is a must. Just like what the song says,


“Kung ayaw, may dahilan. Kung gusto, palaging merong paraan. (If you don’t like, there are several reasons. If you like, there is always a way.)” 

However, still I can't really have a good review because I just can't give my full concentration on it. I have lots of other matters on my mind, just like household matters and such. I’m not as versatile as before anymore, not especially this time.

So anyway, I got 97/150. I feel bad because I really want to get a good score for our intensive coaching. I want to because first, I didn’t do well for my other previous exams, and second, ahm… because of Sir E. Hehe.

Speaking of him, I really can't help myself to be excited for this day. Not because of the exam of course, but because he is our proctor again. Since yesterday, I've been so teenager-like that even ANA noticed my “extra happiness”.

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