Time and days really run so fast! Huhu! I really feel so nervous!!!! Whenever anything related to our upcoming board exam comes into my mind, I feel like chilling that my body literally shakes like a scared cat! What to do now? I just realized last day, during our mocked boards that things are really getting serious now. The deadline for filling an application for board exam at PRC had already passed. It just means everybody who registered are now officially taking the exam on 13 and 14! And I'm one of them!!! Now… Now… Now… No more time to joke! No more time to relax! No more time to waste! No more… No more… No more… Waaaahhhhhh!!!!! I can't stop breathing deeply and sighing! I think this is what our lecturers at PERC told us before -- the pre-boards anxiety. Huhuhu! I'm so worried…
Worse, I don't even have anyone to talk about it! I don't feel like opening this to any of my siblings, neither Daddy nor Mommy. But just while ago, I texted Mommy saying, "Ma, what if I didn't pass the boards?" Haaaaaaa. Anyway I know she will not be able to read it immediately because maybe, but obviously, she's fast asleep now. So I've got the guts to text her like that. Hehe. Though no response, which actually I am not expecting and I am really hoping, I somehow feel lighter and a little less bothered now. I'll just wait until tomorrow if she will send me a text back. Hmmm… I just hope…….
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